The Temeraire's Memories
by Thomas Dutton


Finally out on the open water, with my friends and this grotty tug boat. I remember the battle...it must be twenty... or forty years ago... I remember my gold gleaming light, and my shining decks and sails... Now tattered and rotted. I remember my cannons firing and booming out...now rusted and unkempt. Once a Queen...now an invalid...tattered, old and wise... Wise of the world...from the deep dark forests...to the wide blue oceans. This must be it... I have had a good life, I have survived a great war and peril... Defeated my enemies... And came close to my friends. I am proud of myself... Heroic! Victorious! Fearless! .... But I am afraid...afraid of one thing...my death. I am going to be ripped apart right down to every metal support or wooden plank...each part shall be used again and again...my soul being shattered and remade, shattered and remade. But I'm useless now. I can't even move by my own power anymore... I have to be pulled around everywhere by a tug boat! Hmmmm... I can see a city...this must mean I'm very close...to...death.
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